..as an appearance of my happiness today. ;D
~ Bullet For My Valentine - Watching us die tonight ~
Back against the wall What the fuck just happened? (Don't you cry) We've been here before Bring it on, taking action (No more lies) I'm not gonna blame this on you, I know I gave it all I got, No, I'm not gonna blame this on you, I'll tell you that its not your fault. But honestly, you're killing me, I'm sick of us wasting time, I took your heart, tore it apart, Watching us die tonight. Take me for a fool, What the hell were you thinking? (All this time) Now I have to choose, 'Cause I'm done, no more faking. (Let me out) I'm not gonna blame this on you, I know I gave it all I got. No, I'm not gonna blame this on you, I'll tell you that it's not your fault. But honestly, you're killing me, I'm sick of us wasting time. I took your heart, tore it apart, Watching us die tonight. Everything will be alright, I'm watching us die tonight. Everything will be alright, I'm watching us die tonight. I'm not gonna blame this on you, I know I gave it all I got. No, I'm not gunna blame this on you, I'll tell you that it's not your fault. But honestly, you're killing me, I'm sick of us wasting time. I took your heart, tore it apart, Watching us die tonight.
...Welp,Imma go to sleep nau.. must wake up fast tommorow to watch the final round of 'News Reading' with Jen.. -Q-
{ I've Decided To Move On @ 07.18 }
..Today.. I chatted again with my darling (40% awake,because I'm still in bed).. I showed him my previous blog entry about the hella' DVD,and he turns hysteric..
...so,when I'm completely awake,I quickly took a shower & went downstairs (yay~!! no mandarin tuition today~!!! Xd)
And.. even though my mum's upstairs,and my bro & his friend,bro Fernando,were taking a walk to Thambrin Plaza,and myself in here,my bro's room...
...but still I'm so nervous to see what's inside the DVD!!!!!!!!!! >XO
(attention : PLZ INSERT BGM 'Bullet for My Valentine - Tears Don't Fall' WHILE U'RE READING THIS INSANE BLOG ENTRY. :P)
...but wait..
if yesterday I didn't make it to see what's inside the DVD when I insert the DVD to the 2nd DVD drive because the first drive have my bro's DVD inside it...
then the only choice is.. I must put it into the 1st drive & press play..either with winamp or somewhat-player-available-in-this-PC-which-must-be-hyphenated. +_+
soo... I finally 'kick'-ed my bro's DVD out of its 'sanctuary'..
When I has just only took out the damn DVD,the DVD player drive's turns closed again. a crap u must face everytime u want to use this insane 1st drive.
When I press the button to open the DVD drive again,guess what that maddening drive done to me..!! IT OPENS QUICKLY & (intentionally) HITS MY RIGHT HAND until my darling's DVD FELL OFF TO THE FLOOR. -_-;;;
..sooo,I also had a problemo to play the video wif Windows Media Player (I clicked the 'play' button but the video still won't play) until I noticed that the highlight of the photo of my darling (which makes my heart somehow shouts 'KYAAAAAHH' when I see it) changes colour when my mouse arrow runs on it.. So I clicked it and THE VIDEO FINALLY PLAYED. dammit,my brain sucks. T^T
...yes? U're wondering about what's the video about?
Owkay,owkay sweetie,I'll tell ya. X'D
He records a video which tells me about the anatomy of his house,including his rooms,etc..
..he really know how to make me melt (HAAH???).. He still remember how curious I am to know what his house looks like.. I thought that I could find out when I'm 18,when I lived there with him,but he records them & showed it to me.
..I feel very lucky to have him. <333
Aaaand,he also records himself gone to pick some mail frum the mailbox.. (maybe with sightseeing the snowy atmosphere. XP)
Finally,he plays a song with his piano.. This is
the song he specially create for me.. Seeing the way he plays the song makes my heart melt even more.. My tears were freezing so that it won't fell down my cheeks. (BGM : 'BFMV - Tears don't fall'.. Again. XP)
Then,at the end of the 5-minutes-durated-video,he wrote,'Love you. <3'
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~To E f f e X ~
Wow,hon..! XD
I like the BGM on the 1st & 2nd part.. You did the BGM yourself..? :O
I'd like the BGM,plz.. XP
My bro likes to collect Gundam robots everytime my family went to Malaysia & he put it in his computer desk,so.. U'd like to stay with me while I'm using my bro's PC. XP
He also collect Gundam comics in his book drawer,and all of them were worth-reading. :D
U could discuss about robots with him if u like. X3
..and aww..
Love you too,Felix-chan.. <333
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...
BWAHAHAH. So now u know what E f f e X 's real name is. >:D
And.. *le ahem*
When I took my BREAKFAST at 3 P.M (weirdo,yeah. O_o;;),I told my mum about the DVD,and she turns her maximum enthusiasm on. XDD
Soon,me & my mum were watching it together upstairs because my bro has come home (with sis Lina,of course)..
And she giggles when seeing the part which my darling enters his family bedroom & saw her friend (my darling's mum) sleeping,while my darling's dad & Fabian,his lil bro stares cutely (?! Owo) when he enters the room.. Watching American Idol.
. And when the snowy part,my mum was like,'What an enormous amount of snow..!'
..okay,that's all,I guess..
I'm gonna update this later because my Opera Mini can only write 5524 characters. -3-;;
{ I've Decided To Move On @ 22.05 }
Today...
Jennico asked me to go to ItnB with her,to watch the kids from class 1 in the high school compete each other in the 'news reading'...
She'll fetch me with her car soon,so I must get ready as soon as possible.
but.. suddenly Joan send me a text message which says that I must accompany her to the Gift Shop ner my house.. and when I said that I haven't even took a breakfast,her reply were showing that she's mad -- haven't she ever realized that I couldn't always accompany her into everywhere she wants forever??? Besides,what do she have a sister for? Her sis could accompany her to everywhere she wants,no? >3<
*ahem*
Well,back to the trip.
Jen has arrived into my house as I was taking my breakfast.. then,inside Jen's car,me & Jen went to our main destination -- looking for the location where the 'news reading' is.
...and we've found the teather room (the location) when the speech is about to finished. -_-;;;
welp,thank God that Edric (Jen's friend) was there to find the confused us. ^^;;
We sat down & watched how it goes. Every contestant teams (2 peoples) take their turn to read the text they arranged themselves as news,and when finished,everyone applauds loudly.
And when my darling's online (I didn't realized that he's already online),he calls me first with a sentence,'just wanted to say hi,my love.' XDDDDDDDDD
..and then,a guy asks everyone to wrote down the number of the group they voted for in pieces of papers prepared (me & Jen wrote down 16,which is the number of Edric & Adeline's group).
Then,the poll result is.. number 16 gets THE FAVOURITE NOMINATION & THE FIRST PLACE TO FINAL AT THE SAME TIME!!! WTF!!!! >XDD
(the final round is at the next saturday,and I wished to come. X3)
and there's the boss which becomes the comentator of the speechs,a real... English..? American..? (welp,I dunno ^^;;) ... which acts rather funny,and makes everyone laughs. X'DDDD
...then,after the 'news reading' has finally over,me & Jen sits together outside the teather room
.. My darling's being so talkative today. I'm glad to see his way to say to me that it's rude to say some racist thing at Canada,like when u say 'hey white person',the people u mentioned will be mad.. Wew... O3o;;
And then,back to Jen's car.. I send a photo of me & Jen to him (by ebuddy).. And he says,'Jen looks tired.' (because Jen's actually can't sleep yesterday. XP)
As me & Jen were taking some walk inside Sun Plaza,I told my sweetie E f f e X to continue the chat tommorow. XDD
..we're having a wonderful walk today.. I've never felt like this happy everytime I had a walk to somewhere.. XDD
And when me & Jen were walking at ACE Hardware,suddenly I spotted an unknown number makes an incoming call to my handphone.
And when I answered the phone,the one who's calling was.. OMG.. MY DARLING 'S DAD..!!! :O
he's got a present which my darling told him to give me when he came to Medan.
Then he asked me
where am I,and I said that I'm at Sun Plaza with my friend,3rd floor of ACE Hardware..
..and I felt rather nervous.. My heart's thumping lyk hell.. While waiting for my father-in-law-candidate to meet me soon..he could came anytime.. I'm so extremely nervous.. >///<;;;
..but when he suddenly walk towards me,I nearly not recognize him.. O_o;;
He gaves me the present,which revealed to be a CD.. (he ever said to me that he wants to record all his keyboard plays and gave them to me as a CD.. Is this it..?)
Then he left.. My stupid heart says to my body,'I won't forget his face. forever.' (?!?!???)
And Jen says,'He looks alot lyk Fabian (the little bro of my darling)' o3O;;;
And yeah.. Curiousity about what the contents inside the disc is has made me wants to go home badly & finds out what else's inside the disc with Jen (I sometimes wants someone to accompany me hearing/watching something I usually never,because I'm afraid + embarrased . DX) ..but unfortunately, Jen's car is now OTW to fetch her & her lil sis at Sun. Boohoo. T^T
..and I finally get inside Jen's car so that I could went home.. With Jen's driver asking about why I don't just go home by walking.. XP
When I told my mum about what else happened in ACE Hardware,my curiousity turns more clear.. And my mum,who's now filling the bucket in the garage with some water,told me to hear the cd right away,because we're going out soon..for a reunion between my mum and her friends,to make a choice about who else will go to Prapat at this 7 March,etc. (my father-in-law-candidate will come too. :w)
Kyaaaaa~ my darling named the disc drive 'For Margareth'~~~ XDD
Buut.. It seems that I must take a protest -- I COULDN'T OPEN ANYTHING INSIDE THE DISC BECAUSE THERE'S ONLY A FEW DATAS WITH WEIRD FORMATS. DX
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- To E f f e X -
Awh,honey..
..how do you open a data with a ~.dvd format..?
What program must I use to open it..?
..will my bro allow me to be administrator so that I could install the required program..?!? TuT
Thanks for giving a mystery,my love~ :D
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..and until this nanosecond,I'm still spending my time in this reunion by sitting while writing these,hearing 'tears don't fall',another song frum Bullet For My Valentine... Until my last handphone battery is now..dying...
{ I've Decided To Move On @ 02.56 }
..today,I went to Sun Plaza with Joan,Jennico,Qintari (like usual).. but this time with an old friend of mine,Jale (alias Veronica).
First,we eated at Pizza Hut,then ½ hour later (HUH!?!?! O__o;;) Qintari came,so we teased her a little -- Pretending that she is the Pizza Hut's servant. XDDD
Then all of us went.. EVERYWHERE.
I dunno what the heck to write in here. >XO(After frum Pizza Hut,Jen exchanges her bag with mine [because she feels UURGH to hold her pinky handbag,she's not the type of a feminine girl. XPP] .. So everytime we wants to took out our things frum our bag each other,it's kinda..funny.. Hilariously difficult. ^^;;;)
And then,after Jen,Qin & Jale..oops,I mean Veronica went home,me & Joan..and yeah,
just only two of us,being the 'Queen of Sun Plaza' (!?!) XPP
We went to foodcourt to sit for a while only to know that my mum (who asked one of her friend to type a text message for her) has gone to Breadstory,and next,she phoned me,so yeah..
I asked her to go home alone first,while I went home soon,after I finished my 'mission' at Sun. ;P
..buuuuuuutt,the 'Disc Station'
HAS NO 'BULLET FOR MY VALENTINE' MP3 DISC. *shouted just like in their song which titled 'Waking The Demon' (I've wrote the lyric of that song in my previous entry yesterday~ :P)*aaand,at 'Stroberi',Joan spotted her mum in a store near here,so she rushed to her mum's place to pretend that everyone has gone home. She waved to me & I wave back to her when she turns her head back in a rush. ^^;;;
OWYEAHH. NOW I'M THE 'EMPEROR OF SUN PLAZA'. HAHAHAHAHAAA. O__o;;;
As I choosed something to buy at 'Stroberi',I feel like..very good. It's just like.. You could choose everything u wanna buy without anyone disturbing you. It's like I couldn't feel more satisfied than this.I walked out 'Stroberi' & went inside 'Tulip'. Inside,there's the staffs and a man arguing about the things that the man's daughter has broke.. (I saw an indeed-very-adorable-Chip-rucksack~!!! >^<)..then,at 'Gramedia',I was talking to the staff about the price of 'Alfalink' when my mum phoned me home. End of my lovely story at Sun Plaza. :DNow,I've searching for Asia Cruise - 'Selfish',a wonderful song I heard on 'Stroberi'.
Here's the song. XD
Here's the remix song. XP
*goes to sleep~ X33*
{ I've Decided To Move On @ 06.36 }
..a weird Valentine gift for all of you,a lyric of a song dat I like~ XPP
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- Bullet for my valentine - Waking the demon -
Oh!
2, 3, 4
[Verse 1]
Helpless,
My eyes are bleeding from the fear that's inside,
You sealed your demise when you took what was mine,
Don't try to stop me from avenging this world,
No voice to be heard
[Chorus]
Waking The Demon,
Where'd ya run to?
Walking in shadows,
Watch the blood flow,
There's not much longer, so don't try and fight,
Your bodies weakening, Walk to the light,
Those painful times so alone so ashamed,
I'm not coming back there's nothing to gain
[Verse 2]
Caution,
There's just no limits to the boundaries you push
I warned you but still you just f**k with my mind,
There's no escape from this rage that I feel,
Nothing is real,
[Chorus]
Waking The Demon,
Where'd ya run to?
Walking in shadows,
Watch the blood flow,
There's not much longer, so don't try and fight,
Your bodies weakening, Walk to the light,
Those painful times so alone so ashamed,
I'm not coming back there's nothing to gain
[Breakdown X2]
Breathe for me
Don't wake me from this slumber.
Stay With me
Possession taking over
[Solo Lead-in]
Whoa!
Tread!
[Breakdown X2]
Breathe for me
Don't wake me from this slumber.
Stay With me
Possession taking over
[Outro]
Waking The Demon!
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Hehee~~ XDD
..but I like the album version better,not the screamo version. (the one that's in my Flashfetish playlist on the left is the
screamo version,duh...) X_X;;;
{ I've Decided To Move On @ 07.38 }
Today is one day before valentine in the earth.. But a valentine day in my school,because tomorrow is Saturday & we don't go to school.
Few things happened today..
At my Christian Class,the teacher (who's indeed not my usual teacher) said dat EVERYTHING WRITTEN IN THE BIBLE IS ALL TRUE..! Wew.. U could tell the reason to pray for Him every night,no..? XP
My darling is no online today,but his friend Sara told me not to worry.. *sigh..* tomorrow's VALENTINE,darling... T3T
And at the 3rd break lesson,there's a somebody inside a classroom on the 1st floor (mine is at 4th floor).. Declarates his love to a girl he likes.. Probably using flowers or such,because everyone in 1st-5th floor were peeking down to look at them.
..and when the someone suceed in winning the girl's heart,everyone frum the 1st-5th floor applauded & cheering loudly.
Welp,congrats,somebody. ^^;
Then,at Sociology class,the fat bad guy frum Avivaz (the football group of X-6),Charles,has finally know dat I have already got a BF (Joan & Qin helped me to explain it to him). Thank God,that means he won't disturb my life again. He said congrats to me & shakes his hand with mine. I spontaneously smiled.. Funny,because I usually never smiled to him.. It's just I'm happy to know dat another people had supported my love life with my darling. :'D
..with presents & love,Happy Valentine's Day..!! XDD
{ I've Decided To Move On @ 07.53 }
