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Kamis, 20 November 2008

Yay!! XD
Yesterday,my bro gave me a little sample of clay wif different colours bought frum his school (he's a teacher on that school).
He said dat if I want more,he'll bought me the larger amount.

I was so excited to try making cake frum those clay,since I always spotted many deviaton frum clay on DeviantArt..
So,I tried to mix yellow wif orange clay..
..and it works! The scent is so yummy.. More yummy than the actual cake~!!! XDDD

And.. Today I maybe won't going to my private lesson because my mum wanna bring me to the doctor to check my tounge.
..owyeahh~~ XD

{ I've Decided To Move On @ 16.09 }

Rabu, 19 November 2008

..title taken frum my BF's 'personal quote' on Deviantart.

Yes,this is such a freakin' beautiful day~~
我爱今日~!! XDD


*ahem..* Yesterday,Qintari has just broke up wif her BF (I feel kinda sad somehow).. Then,she suddenly said dat he is a jerk,because Qintari saw his testimonial on Friendster,'Break up,that's just what I want'. And Qintari also said dat he is actually still have a feeling for his own cousin,but he dun tell about dat thing to Qintari! Look..! She's right,he's actually a jerk!! How dare he lied to Qintari!
Now she had to take more time to get a new BF..!! >^<

And.. At the Indonesian language lesson,the teacher gives us (all the students in my class) the school report. The teacher said dat everyone dat have a bad marks would not getting these report & must bring their parents (or family dat has graduated frum Sutomo senior high school) to take it frum the teacher at the next Tuesday.
I get the school report (YESSH~!! XD),while Joan & Qintari didn't. (WHAT?!? DX)
So,both of them were glooming down in a very deep stress,because they don't think dat their parents would agree to come to take the report for them.. They would scold and punish them if they told them to. O_o;;


And,the freak is when the empty lesson (for a while,since the sport teacher is sometimes too slow to walk to this class).. When I have an idea to hit our hands together. 3 hands,1 place.. But no matter how hard we try,we always had our hands landed NOT in the target,but at the table. So everytime we wanted to do dat together,we landed our hands on the table wif the different time,different rhytmic,different freaking laugh. XDDDD

..then,when the sport teacher came in,he told everyone who did not bring the book to stand up. Then,he told the boys to PUSH UP 10X. O~o;;
First,he told one of my classmate,Charles,to do sumthing lyk 'STANDING PUSH UP'. -_-;

..but,EVERYONE EXPLODED THEIR LAUGH-OUT-LOUGH-AUT-LOUD,BECAUSE HE DID IT LIKE SOMEONE DAT WAS DOING *** (censored. ;P)~~~!!! >O<
Even Joan laughed because she can saw it clearly,while I was just surprised by the 'sudden laugh explosion of class X-6' (I was still working on my doodle story titled 'Nesa Soraya '...) T^T
BUT..!!!
THE
TEACHER
INSTEAD
IMITATING
WHAT HE HAVE DONE
BY
ADDING
A
SOUND
OF
SOMEONE WHO IS HAVING ***
WITH
ANOTHER
SOMEONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AAAAAAAAAARRRRRGGGHHH!!!!! XUUUUU
WTFISTHATTEACHERDOINGINFRONTOFTHECLASSALREADY?!?!????!!?!??
DOESN'T HE KNOW DAT HE'S TRYING TO MAKE X-6 GETTIN' HORNY??!!???!!!! >O<
IF.
I.
HAVE.
MY.
BOYFRIEND'S.
MARTIAL.
ART.
ABILITY,
I ' L L.
K I L L.
H I M.

..because I really don't wanna get myself in horny condition,never... T///T



And then,when I get into the car (to my private lesson place),I listen to the radio & heared 'Now Or Never' frum HSM3~!!!!! XDDDD
ATTENTION. WATCHING HSM3 IS A MUST. WATCH IT OR I'LL RAEP YOOR DRIIM. ;d

And yeah,after the super duper sleepy exhausting lesson time,I walked home...
..after I entered Fellisia's home & talked to her~ X3
She's really like a little sister to me.. I really wish I could meet her wif my BF~~~ XDD


..and then, E m m h A is exhausted. She wanna take a freakin' rest...wish E f f e X could rub E m m h A 's back~~ ;3

{ I've Decided To Move On @ 01.08 }

Senin, 10 November 2008

I hate math. I hate the teacher. FOREVER.

This morning I take a chat wif him at school. He says dat he's really tired because his school & piano lesson is crazy. Also,he must apply to the York University. ^^;
He is really sleepy (it's already around 7 a.m in Canada)..

And.. Time passed,and here's the math lesson. The hell lesson wif hell teacher.
Yesterday he blamed Qintari for not doing her homework (but actually she have done it)!!
And now,he stand some boys (frum my class) outside the class,for not doing their math homeworks..
..few minutes later,sir Ismednur,our ex teacher,passes by. He saw them standing outside & he told sir Lim Yu to go out,interrogating him about why he put them standing outside the class.
And luckily,they're safe & were allowed to sit down on their table again.. All of them were being saved by sir Ismednur~ X3
(..according to Qintari. But according to Joan,sir Ismednur leaves after talking to sir Lim Yu & sir Lim Yu finally told them to sit back..)
When I saw sir Lim Yu,his face is so sad when he was arguing wif sir Arnand.. And his face seems so shocked when he enters our class. ;P

And I've created a silly quote frum Xemnas' word on Kingdom Hearts II,'Anger and hate,are supreme..'
..become 'Anger and hate,is Lim Yu..' (Qintari laughed when she heard this. XD)

AND THIS IS THE REASON WHY I WROTE THE WORD ON THE UPPER SIDE OF THIS PAGE.

..when I was replying a short message frum Jennico (saying bad things about Lim Yu)..
SUDDENLY.
UNEXPECTEDLY.
HORIBBLY.
SIMPLY-UNWANTEDTLY.
..HE TOLD ME TO GO OUT TO HIS PLACE IN FRONT.

He checked my math exercise book,asking why I stopped my work on the sums.
..and,I dunno how to answer.
I dunno what to say.
I'm scared..
And he started to saying bad things about me. IN FRONT OF THE CLASS. CLEARLY.
..and I hold back my tears when he starts to asking about my private lesson place.
And finally,he asks about my math marks on the previous test. I said 60.
And he says '60.. Enough yet?'
I could only nod.
And he gives me my math exercise book back and told me to sit back.

..sitting back,
It feels lyk I couldn't feel anything around me.
I couldn't hear anything.
I couldn't realize anything,
..except.. My tears dat were rolling down my cheeks & fell into my grey skirt.
Qintari also realized & panicked by what was happened. She quickly told Joan to give some tissues..
I was really sad..even I myself dunno why this could happen.
Is this because I tease him behind..?
Is this because I'm so stupid..?
I really don't know.
..or,is this a 'God Karma'..?

Until the break lesson comes,I teared myself wet..
Joan noticed a WHITE HAIR on my head & said,'Nah liat. Dimarahin sekali muncul rambut uban satu.' while trying to pluck it off mah head.
(and I lift my head up,pointing at my watery nose dat were dripping on my hand. Eww.)
Meanwhile Qintari keep asking me about what was happened (Joan has know about 80% of the whole story)..
And when Joan receives a call frum Jennico, -she's so naughty- she said to her dat Lim Yu tooks my handphone because I was about to reply her short message. (wew.. Can u imagine Jen's expression on the phone??) O3o;;;

Jen arrived in a rush to my class & of course asked me about what else had happen..
And when I (and Joan & Qintari) has explain..almost all the things dat was happened,Jen says dat it was a stupid thing dat I cried just because of that.. And all of them forced me to go downstairs to eat. (Didn't they know dat I have refuses to went out since before the break comes???)

..and,on the walk,Joan tried to calm myself down by saying dat being told sumthing by the teacher is much more better than having sumthing worse than dat (for example.. My BF dun liked me. Yeah,naruhodo desu ne~ I loved my BF very muuuchh~~ <33333)..
But when I sit on my school canteen table,I frown again..trying to massage my face,making my face flexible..
..and Joan laughed and laughed and laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaauuugghheeddd when she saw this..
She massage her face too,and I laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaauuugghheeddd when I saw dat.. And I SPONTANEOUSLY tooks out my handphone to record it,and I did..!! XDD

-- Video can't be submitted because the video is too hilarious. XP--

..yep,I'm alrite now. My mood is now better. XP
I got dat doomed moment at 09.10 a.m until 01.15 p.m..
And the result is.. I SPENT 4 HOURS 5 MINUTES TO GAIN MY MOOD AGAIN FRUM THE DOOMNESS. W T F.
*attention. E m m h A is stressed~ ;P*

{ I've Decided To Move On @ 22.33 }

Minggu, 09 November 2008

...
It has been a long time since I'm not taking a private chat wif him..
..and,we did it again,this morning.. starts from this
± 9 a.m,until about 1 p.m,when I'm about to go to the new mandarin lesson place (wif my bro & his GF).
and.. I really missed him so much at the moment..
and I don't ever want to let go of this feelings.
I really loved him...
I don't wanna lose him..
It feels like I have an urge to come to the place where he's in,right now...
I want to see him again..
I want to throw up all my problems & laugh with him..
I want him to hug me..
..I want to own him,but I must be responsible of what will I get upside there..
Yes,it's a sanct-until-marriage problems.
I must keep myself in self-esteem (?!) until I could finally own him wholelly..
But I just can't bear this desire...
..oh please,I missed him like insane. T,T


..and yeah,because of this painful-sinful-feelings,now.. I'll post a lyric of a song dat could represent my feelings to him right now..
I'm hurt of this feelings & I'm really sad right now..
I missed him that my tears will drop off my eyes..
I really loved him... T,T


Ego Box


...AHH!!!!!!!!! *freed myself frum teh gloomy moment*
Well,this is the lyric of Anggun - 'A Crime'. E n j o y ~ XP
click HERE to watch it in YouTube~

A Crime
(Anggun - Evelyn Kral / David Hallyday)

Do you remember?
When you were broke into my heart
When I surrendered
Let you turned me inside out

We were better than
Nothing could ever burn our dreams
Cause our love was bolder than
Million of thought of fears

It's a crime
You have no right to pretend that we
Still love
And it's a crime
To keep on lying that we are still
In love

Was it a winter?
Didn't we close and lock the door?
Is it a failure?
To think we were stronger than it all

Suddenly stranger
How could we let it go this far
Love is no longer
No longer who we are

It's a crime
You have no right to pretend that we
Still love
And it's a crime
To keep on lying that we are still
In love


*heared the song*
*being sad again..*
*SIGH. T____________________T*

Oh well,so.. back to the newly-mandarin-condition.
The teacher is kinda lyk.. a grandpa (?!? O__o;;)
But he's more serious than my previous teacher. ;D
My bro & his GF is currently studying the 2nd lesson,and I woot-ed myself to jetted frum the 1st lesson to the 3rd lesson~!! I also could write faster than all of them~~~~~~~ XDDDDDDDDDDD

the teacher praised my bro,saying dat he's a little bit more clever than last week. Ouo;;;
and he praised my accent,but he said dat mah bro's GF's accent is more correct than mine.

soooooooooo faaaaaaaarrrrrrr,
1st grade = my bro's GF
2nd grade = me
3rd is my bro. *ROFLOL* XPPP


Ego Box


here's a lyric of Anggun - 'Garde Moi'..
(actually I prefer watch this on YouTube than 'A crime',because it has a louder stereo & its video is more clear~~ X3)
click HEEREE to watch it in YouTube..again~

A qui la faute?
Quand je les cherche, tes yeux me fuient.
Tu me défies, je m'oppose,
Sommes-nous devenus ennemis?

Je n'ai pas la clé,
De tous tes rêves de lendemain.
J'ai trop longtemps tu le sais,
Parcouru seul mes chemins.

Garde-moi,
Tu ne vas pas, comme ça, sans rien dire, partir.
On se fait mal,
En essayant de se retenir, encore.

J'ai déjà froid,
A l'idée de vivre ton absence.
Où trouver la force en moi,
Si t'aimer n'a plus aucun sens?

Pourquoi se mentir?
Faire semblant d'y croire à nouveau.
Qu'importe ce qu'on peut se dire,
On a usé tout les mots.

Garde-moi,
Tu ne vas pas, comme ça, sans rien dire, partir.
On se fait mal,
En essayant de se retenir, encore.

Encore...

Faire sembant d'y croire encore!

Garde-moi,
Tu ne vas pas, comme ça, sans rien dire, partir.
On s'est fait mal,
Est-ce qu'on pourra s'aimer sans souffrir?

Encore...


hmmm..
*being gloomy again T____________T*
Huweeeee... I really missed hiiiiiiiiiiimmmmmmmmm.....................!!!!!!! ToT
Somebodeh heeelp meee ooout frooom thiiis feeeeeliiing!!!!!!!!!!! XB

*smacked my head to the PC monitor*
..OwyEAh!! NOw i'M FinE~!!!!!!!!! :D
(fine..?? This is crazy!! Eh,no.. this is... SPARTA!!!!!!! XDDDDDDDDD)


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