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Senin, 29 Desember 2008

..woke up at 10 a.m,
Gettin' ready for going out wif my bro & sis Lina (my bro's GF),to Pasar Ramai,Thambrin plaza,and petshop.. (but unfortunately mum going wif us,so its impossible to go to teh petshop.. -_-;;)
But a few little CRAP disturbs us:
1. My bro's car SUDDENLY BROKE DOWN. O3o;;;
2. One of the tires of my mum's car HAS GONE NO-AIR *singing 'No Air' - Chris Brown ft. Jordin Sparks*
..so me & sis Lina went upstairs for a while (I browse for new blogskins there~ XD) until uncle Rajin has finished helping my mum & my bro wif the tire.. ;P

..then,we went to a car workshop to fix up the tire,and went to Pasar Ramai.
We first go inside the market building..and I saw a hoody shirt without arms (but not jacket)..! This is (almost) what I want!! XD
When I asked about teh price,the shopkeeper said the price is Rp 125.000!! But he said dat we could offer for a lower price if we want.
So I called my mum & told her for this 'offering' thingie,but u know what she said to the shopkeeper??
My mum said 'Soal tawar,aku datang..!' ('For offering,I come..!') O3o;;;

..after a few 'catfight' wif the shopkeeper,finally Rp.65.000 (he refuses when my mum offers Rp.55.000 for the shirt,so the deal is done) for that shirt. *phew* -3-;;
And we went to an accesories shop,looking for skin-coloured felt wif meters measure. Xdd
(my bro seems dislike this thing,because he wants to go to inside Thambrin to starts looking for new shirts for himself. -_-;;;)
..and yay,finally I'VE BOUGHT A METER OF SKIN-COLOUR FELT~!! Woot!! XDD
In here,it costs only Rp.16.000 while there's Rp.48.900 in my schoolshop (which is even not reachs a meter). O__o;;;;;

Then,wif 4 pieces of black zipper (I was planning of making black pencil case to sell~ Xd),my satisfaction is fullfiled. We finally went to Thambrin plaza,and I bought a Rp.4000 (4 pieces of Rp.1000) of '3' voucher for my secondary handphone.. (& anotha yay! My first time seeing a Rp.1000 of '3' voucher~! XDD)
Then we went up.. To 'Matahari' department store.. Searching for new shirts.. Sale everywhere.. I got mine,and seems my bro got his,too.. But sis Lina didn't buy anything. She has already bought a plenty lot of new shirts for this coming Chinese New Year. Oxo;;;

And we went to the 7th floor.. To the Food Court.. Yeah,after (maybe) 2 years since the last day I'm in this 7th floor..
..& it has gone really different frum the last time I saw this floor.
There's 'Mc'D' (which has never changed),'Texas Chicken','City Ice Cream'.. But the most important is.. There's a big food court dominated in black & red.. (too bad I forgot its name. XP)
It's very cold inside.. Eating while sightseeing through the window makes u feels lyk there's nothing much better.. ~3~

Then back to the lower ground..and then bla bla bla.. (I forgot what happens. XPP)
We went to a boutique wif bohemian style.. Dat is very unique. I RECCOMEND ALL OF U. YEAH. ALL OF U,TO BUY THINGS FRUM HERE. (I forgot the location. perdão.. XP)
I bought a winter-styled mini dress,and a string bracelet (known by my schoolmates as 'Gelang Persahabatan' alias 'Friendship Bracelet')~~ ;3
When I looked inside the cabin door,I saw a pencil-sketched drawing.. Of an indian guy wif long hair.. Placed on the wall.. I wonder who is he...?
But when the shopkeeper (a Chinese woman) describes about his husband to my mum,I just know dat that guy in dat sketch was the guy she meant..!! :O
(psst,but about this thing,just I myself knows about it. ;P)

..and we finally went home after another bla bla bla..
en casa (read : at home. Sorry,I've just download a 7-days trial of Oxford English-Portuguese dictionary.. XDD),my bro has just teached me to earn $0,25 each day,from... Umm..
desculpe (sorry)..!! I forgot the website name!! raios (dammit)!! DX

..muito bem,E m m h A ela ir dormir à noite mais cedo ou mais tarde..
(..very well,E m m h A will soon sleep at this night sooner or later..)
XPP

{ I've Decided To Move On @ 06.45 }

Rabu, 24 Desember 2008

Today,again,my darling is no online.
And soon I check my Gmail.
..he said dat he's now in USA wif his cousin,and he's using his cousin's laptop,so well.. ^^;
..hopefully he met Obama & say hi to him. ;P

look,Ive painted my nails to resemble as Christmas' colours~!! Xd

Today,I'm going to watch 'RM' wif Felissia.. But she's late for a few hours.. Maybe at 3 o'clock,because she was going to Sun Plaza wif her friend. O3o;;;
And.. There's sumthing wrong wif the 1st season DVD.. It's broken. -_-;
& I couldn't watch it,so I watched the 2nd season 'RM träumend' DVD.
But,Felissia herself prefers to make a wooden craft frum ice-cream stick.. So,this is the FIRST THING THAT MAKES ME UNHAPPY THIS DAY. (an opposite frum yesterday~)

SECOND,I just remember dat I have lots and lots of plushies order dat must have been finished by 4th January. T,T
..yeah,and when my bro told me dat we're going to the church at 7 o'clock,I quickly shower myself & changed my clothes..
THIRD,I wanted to wear black outfits,but my mum said dat the dress is so short.. WTF?! DOESN'T SHE REALIZED DAT HER DRESS IS ALSO SHORT?!? XU
and.. She made me wear a pink shirt wif a high-waisted skirt. A worst pairing of outfit in my life. T,T

And we went to the church by my bro's car.. Wow,what a beautiful church this is.. Sparkling like a blinking star while the sky is dark. X3
Using lift (huh?!) to the 6th floor.. And enters a big chamber door.
Inside,everyone which wears a Christmas hat,a white shirt & black trousers.. Said 'Merry Christmas..' & shakes their hand with ours.. This is gonna be a very joyful time. X33
A few minutes after I sit down (on dat cinema look-like red chair),one of my classmate,Erwin,came to my place & saying 'Merry Christmas' then shake hands wif my mum & me. O3o;;

When it begins,there's a female MC wif a few singer & a few ones dat were playing instruments.. Performing. They were singing a very beautiful choir.. Even though I know that all of those were just ordinary (Mandarin) Christian song.. ;3
They begin with..
'Joy to the world'
'Silent night,holy night'
& a few dat I couldn't see the title,and ended wif 'O holy night'.
Then,we pray..
..when praying,I suddenly couldn't help but teared.. It feels lyk,every words dat the priest said is trying to wash my heart & cleaned it up..
Now I realized..
How sinful I am.
How loathful I am.
How painful I am in His eyes..
I have.. Many things dat were wrong in my life..
And I don't want to do another.
Is this.. Sanctity of heart..?

After dat,the MC told us to shake hands wif everybody in our sides,saying 'Merry Christmas!'
& everyone did. Even a few bussinessman-look dat sits in front of me (I sit on the 2nd row frum front) shakes their hands with mine,saying 'Merry Christmas' wif a joyful smile.
..this is the first time dat the wall dat blocks our age status,sociality status and so on..disappears lyk this & brings joy to all of us in here.

After that,a priest came up the stage & talks there..
He tolds everybody to look up Lukas 18:18 on Holy Bible (but it seems nobody even brings it. ;P)..
and blah blah blah..
Then,a beautiful sentence dat I could remember from him, 'Jadi hidup bukan sekadar.. Hidup! Mati! Jadi debu! Jadi tanah! Berhenti! Titik! Tidak..!'
(I enjoyed his speech though) XDDD
Then suddenly,he says,'Siapa yg mo masuk Surga angkat tangan' ('Whoever wants to be in Heaven plz raise your hand'). So I raised mine. I was kinda disappointed dat the ones who raised up their hands were only a few from a lot of audiences here.. Are they nuts or whut?! XU
And.. When he asks,'Akankah engkau mau ikut dengan Tuhan,tanpa percaya yg lain? Mohon angkat tangan anda.' ('Will you follow Him,without believing others? Plz raise your hand.') and of course,a few frum a lot of people here..
And then,suddenly a girl (wif Xmas hat,white shirt,black trousers) told me (and anyone who raised up their hands) to fill up a formulir (wif Indonesia on a side & Mandarin on another).. Frum the two choices written on it,I choose 'I'm willing to welcome Him as my private saviour' (or else lyk dat),then written down my name,age,address,email & sign. Then I gave it back to her..

The priest suddenly told all dat raised up their hands to STAND UP & GO TO FRONT..!! I was really surprised yet challenged,so.. I walked to the front,followed by everyone dat were also raised up their hands.. INCLUDING ERWIN. XDD
As for my position now.. There's a man beside a woman beside me -- sobbing. He's crying.. I think he also feel touched by anything the priest told just now,so he raised his hand. What a honest person..

The priest prayed,special for all who raised hands. Then,all of the hand-raiser were not allowed to sit back yet -- we must go frum 6th to 3rd floor,all of us enters a room which looks like classroom,then the moderator told us to form a circle,then they begin praying.. With both Mandarin & Indonesia.. And it sounds lyk echoing inside my ear.. Xwx;;
Then,after finish,they told us to come again tomorrow,25 Dec.,at 9.30 a.m.. Then all of us get back to upstairs.
(These are the choirs singing when I return.)

Here's the title of (Mandarin) Christian song when I return:

'Now all is well' - David Clark
(I suceed in taking a picture 'till there's a NO-HP notice,but I've record the sound. XP)

'Can you hear the song' - David Clark

'Come just as you are' - Joseph Sabolick

(we could read the (Mandarin) lyrics of the songs on this monitor..)

(on 'Santa Claus Medley',the Santas bring presents & I record them. Xd)

..here's the video. Santa Claus Parade. XD

(..and this one is about the Santas throwing presents (snacks) to everybody,including the choirs~)

Then,it's time to go home. A last stand-up & shake-hands to all of those who feel the joy.
..but wait,the one wif teh BLUE SORBAN..!! It's my bro's friend.. Bro Suwandi~!!! XDDD

..so,my mum told me & my bro to take a picture.. ^^;;;

(from left to right : bro Suwandi - me - my bro - his friend. XP)
..then,I took a picture of the Christmas tree.. It's very beautiful... :O

then all of us went home,getting a rest for tommorow's sake~ X3

..E m m h A says,MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!! ;D

{ I've Decided To Move On @ 06.22 }

Selasa, 23 Desember 2008

I really <3 this day,this month,and what will happen on dis Xmas~
Today,I've had my LAST DAY ON SEMESTER TEST..!! >:D
After freed frum my test class,I went down,and met Joan & Jennico.. Then we jetted to the school gate,and met Jalé (alias:Veronica),our pal who is now moved school to Methodist 2 (near my school).. She was not wearing uniform, because Methodist is now having a very long school holiday..
We were bringing our own shirt on the bag,so dat we could change our uniforms with it on the toilet (except Jen,who already put her clothes on before wearing her uniform).
..u know why we bring our own clothes to school? BECAUSE WE'RE GONNA HANG OUT.. AT S.U.N P.L.A.Z.A..!!!! XXDDD
YAYBBQZ!!! At last I could breath some fresh air after all those pressure during test frum 15-today,and what makes the pressure alot worse is.. I couldn't chat wif my darling..! T^T

*ahem*
We finally sit on a table in my school canteen,and Jalé said dat SHE HAVE CREATED HER BLOG..! (and of course,I'll link it soon so u could see it~ ;P)
Then,Jen feels dat the air is being so mean (read:burning hot) to her while the rain made the air so cold,because she wears 3 layers of clothes (+undawea,goblox! >XP),so we finally jetted to the toilet & changed there. I put on my ring,bracelet, grab my clothes & black pants.. And enters a door,then locks it frum inside. Selesailah proses inseminasi~ (?!)

..inside,I felt dat the toilet itself was being MEAN to me.
IT HAS NO CLOTH HANGER.
OWYESSH. DAT MEANS..
I.MUST.BITE.MY.
GREY UNIFORM SKIRT.
WITH.MY.TEETH.
WHILE.TRYING.TO.
TAKE.OFF.MY.
WHITE UNIFORM SHIRT.
WITH.SUFFER.
..See how simple it is? I must spend at least 3 minutes inside until my friends told me to hurry. How fook.

*ahem again*
We went to teh school gate,with our changed clothes.
..I actually didn't expect dat this white-star motifed-blink2-tank top fits me actually.. All I know was.. I snatched dat shirt (& black pants) yesterday,without fitting on dat shirt first.. And all I know about dat shirt was.. IT'S ACTUALLY MY MUM'S~!!! *ROFLOLOL* XDDD
Finally Jen's car has arrived and we enters the back row inside her car.. Inside,I felt kinda dizzy. Gosh,someone..plz rub my back & shoulder~~ X33

Et last.. Sunn Plaza.
Wi kuikli jett insaid,faun sam Junior Haigh Skul stiudens hu wer stil wering deir yuniform...
...Sorry for all of u who maybe can't understand..This is E m m h A 's language. Here,lemme translate them for u. ;D
At last.. Sun Plaza.
We quickly jetted inside,found some Junior High School students who were still wearing their uniform.. Gaah,didn't they received the letters about 'Operasi Kasih Sayang'?! They could be caught by the polices..! >0<;;;
'Operasi Kasih Sayang',in other word means 'Love Operation'.. It's an operation which forbid students to go to the mall,internet cafe,etc..with UNIFORMS.b'coz polices will caught anyone wif school uniforms if they're found on that place.. Plus,(Jen seid dis) teachers said dat thing will make Sutomo ashamed,and will bring down the title of Sutomo.

First,we went to Gramedia book shop,and this is the FIRST THING makes me felt really happy & blessed today.
..I finally bought 'Chicken Soup for the Soul,Christmas Treasury for Kids'
Thank you,Jesus Christ. At last I bought my first 'Chicken Soup' (my bro had tons of the thick ones for adults).. Plus,I could read lots of touching stories dat will motivate my day,and makes me able to spread the spirit of Christmas to everyone I love~ :')
Thank God.. I really wanted to thank Him..until if He's in front of me,I'll GLOMP Him. >;d
Ahaha.. But dat's impossible,alright? XD
..nah,went out frum Gramedia,we ate 'Sensasi Delight' at Pizza Hut,where we could only pay a little amount of money for tons of meal. Xd
(Jalé is being good to me,usually she acts like I'm a loathful ghost in front of her.. This is the SECOND THING. XDD)
Then,we saw Deny Ardinata,one of my classmate,enters Timezone. So,after paid the bills,we met Deny (wif PINK T-SHIRT!),and then walks upstairs.. Upstairs,we met Kevin Tanoto & Wiseley Johan,frum teh same class.. Who were preparing to watch something at teh cinema..

And.. This is the THIRD dat makes me also very happy.
Jennico finally bought HER OWN GUITAR.
YAYAYBBQZ!!!! CONGRATZ,JEN~ XDDD
When we enter the shop,there's a staff dat were hitting a drum (wif keyboard as its bgm -_-;;).. Then,Jen spotted a black guitar wif white motifs on it.. Which starts shouting into her mind, 'Buy me..! Buy me! Bai mi or aill rep yor driim!!' (LOL JK XP)
And yes,Jen instantly fell-in-love wif dat guitar.. (congrats..!! XDD) At last the lion fell in love with the lamb.. ~ Edward Cullen (huh?!)
When she purchases the guitar wif her mum's credit card (teh baby costs her Rp.365.000),dat staff hits the drum wif bgm 'Hoobastank- The Reason' (makes me wanna see my BF's keybrd ver. @ youtube~)
..it seems dat Jen's spirit of owning guitar makes me suddenly want a PINK mini jazz guitar I saw at previous shop. Must..save..Rp.270.000~! >.<

Back to TZ,watching Deny,Jalé & Jen plays DDR..Few hours later,they went home.
Me & Joan went to Mr.Ben,then my home.later,Joan went home (mum confused b'coz her driver calls her Anshe).

..Now,the FOURTH THING is,I'll went to the church tomorrow wif my mum,my bro & his gf..
FIFTH,tomorrow I'm gonna watch 'RM' wif Felissia. XDD
I've already wrote my chin. name 方美艳 on my 'Chicken Soup',hearing music,while starts to sew sum plushies requests dat must finished by 3..
..five things happens makes me happy.

E m m h A will rest herself nau.

{ I've Decided To Move On @ 07.46 }

Jumat, 12 Desember 2008

..Yay!
After seeing the plushie of Jun Sakurada (the main character of Rozen Maiden) I made myself,many customers (?!) in my class were willing to ask me make each one for them. XDD
So far, there were 2 persons who told me to make a pair of plushies (a boy & a girl) for them.. The rest wants themself just one plushie.
Every plushies requested,I charged Rp.4000 each.
So,if they told me to make a pair,it'll be Rp.8000 (except if they told me to add something for the plushies.. For example,if they want me to insert more cotton inside the plushies' head,I add Rp.500 to their order,so it'll be Rp.4500 each).

Haha..!! I'm so satisfied!!! >XD
..but not only me,but Qintari too.
If I could make plushies for business,then she could make keychain,handphone strap,jewelerry box,etc. for sell. X3
So,umm.. I've decided to make a group name for us two,but.. What is it then?
'MeonkMenyo'?
'MQG' (MarQinGila = Mar & Qin were Crazy)??
..well damn.
Too bad they couldn't have their plushies request as fast as they expect,because at this 15th-23rd December,all the pupils in my school will going to take the odd-semester-test.
..so these poor customers might have their requests at 4th January 2009. ^^;;;

(actually,Joan could make some dat were so much nicer than mine..but she didn't sold them..! >^<;;)

Well,whatever.. After the school time's over,I went inside my mum's car (as usual) to go to the private lesson,eating J'CO~!!!!! XDDDD
So yummy,wif new box wif christmas design.. (I'm actually drown in a 'Christmas Fever' everytime December comes.. ;P)
Now I'm in my private lesson,promoting my plushies to my teacher BUT FORGOT TO TAKE THE 'Black Book' DAT IS USEFUL FOR THIS 'Promoting' CASE. -_-;;;

..yeah,have fun,everybodeh..
Get stressed for a while until the semester test of Sutomo 1 ends..
..and Merry Christmas.
Wish u all the luck throughout the year..
And may God bless your life. X33

{ I've Decided To Move On @ 01.02 }