It really hurts when I know that we're through;

Sabtu, 25 Oktober 2008

Today,starts frum 9 a.m,I went to the private lesson place..
Arrived there,studying math (tomorrow is the math test at my school)... Until 12 a.m.
Then,the teacher told us to go for lunch (such as to the restaurant,to own's home,etc..)
So,I went home by feet,leaving all my stuffs at there..
I eat the mie dat my dad gave me.. Together wif my mum. Then,suddenly my mum said dat my underwear (dat I'm wearing rite nau) is bought by her at the same day when my BF came here..! What?!? How can?? O3o;
And then.. We talked about me & my BF's relationship..
First,I told her dat his house have a basement.. Then,she said,'u don't ask him to take u there?'
Then I said, 'I'll go there three years again..'
And she said sumthing lyk 'seeeeh~ to get married? XP'
So I said, '10 years again..'

And I began to tell her about what had happened at his last day in Indonesia,the day when me & my BF won't see each other for years.. At Sun Plaza.
That day,me & him were taking a walk around the plaza while our mums were talking at the foodcourt.. When both of us saw a wedding dress expo frum upstairs,he said, 'u wanna take a look?'
And I said, 'maybe later..'
Then,he stares for a while,and said,'we're 10 years again..'
He also says dat his parents were having a relationship for 10 years before get married..
..and I realized dat he has proposed me..

Yeah,me & my mum were talking about him in a warm way.. And this makes me cleared up all my hatred about her.. Because she's okay if I'm wif him.. XDD
And,she also gave permission for me to join the haloween party this 31th..!! Woot 4 meh~!! XDD

Then,finally me & my mum went to Lucky Saloon (I cut my front hair & mum wants to paint her white hair..)
And now,I'll continue studying in my private lesson place..

I LOVE THIS SUNDAY~!!!!! XDDDDD

{ I've Decided To Move On @ 23.27 }

Rabu, 15 Oktober 2008

..just one word for me to explain how weird is this day - freak.

As soon as I had enter my class,there's so many people crowding in front of the class. I went to sit in the back row & watching what's going on,wif my friends that unusually stays quiet.. It seems that this is a really really serious problem.
And suddenly,a guy went shouting & grabbing one of that people's shirt.. But I couldn't hear his voice clearly because he's just kinda shout what he wanna shout.. To throw out all the madness of his.. To show them how angry he is.
All of them were big & tall persons.. So it's normal if we can't see their face clearly,because they blocks our vision wif their giant body~ ;U
And.. I could see Fiona Florensia,my classmate.. Her eyes are red -- she's crying..?
Qintari saw her scolding Richard,that was standing in front of her.. And SLAP HIS FACE AT BOTH SIDE WIF BOTH HANDS.. (How crap. I didn't saw this freaking funny moment~) T3T
I also saw Fiona's BF,Danny,scolding Avivaz' members (Avivaz is my class' football team)..

..owkay,this has gone too serious. Michael,my class' head student,along wif his friends.. WENT OUT FRUM THE CLASS BY JUMPING THROUGH THE WINDOW to find a teacher. Holy crap.
..and Jennico went back to her class.
Joan finally opens her mouth & I finally understand what's the problem.. She said dat last time Fiona & all the Avivaz' member went to the beach,but when Fiona was taking a shower,they record it..!
And this makes Fiona get shocked.. This is why everyone crowded in front of my class.
Few seconds later,3 teachers come into the class & tries to make everyone calm down. My sociology teacher pats Fiona's shoulder & carefully listen to Fiona talking.. The only thing I could remember was,Taufik (one of the Avivaz' members) was just sitting in front of the class,in the long wooden chair near the whiteboard,still quiet,not talking anything.. And Fiona yelled at him & pushed his head cruelly.. And after the teachers had told everybody to dissmiss the crowd,he could only takes off his eyeglasses & bury his face in his hands.

..and when the bell rings,everybody went out frum the class. At the first lesson,our math teacher,Lim Yu,suddenly came in & shouted,'Whoever gets involved should come out,so the problem will be solved quickly..!' -_-;
Then,everybody who's involved (including the victims) went to the school office with him.

..owkay,back to the usual life at school~
I was having a burning guts designing some plushie doll on my sketch book.. I create some characters wif gothic lolita design.

First,it's Yumira,wif white hair & red eyes. (I've made a pencil dollie of her~ ^^;)

Second,it's Fukaku,wif black hair & red eyes (I'm currently working on the chibi bookmark plushie of her~~ XDD)

Third,it's Yuzuha,wif green hair & pink eyes (I'm still confused about what her hairstyle will be.. -_-)

Fourth,it's Kazuha (my favourite~ X3),the one wif pink hair & green eyes~

Fifth,it's Yuzuno,wif blue hair & blue (or yellow..?) eyes.

And finally,the sixth.. The one wif blondey yellow hair & blue eyes.. And she is....

......

..I forgot her name. *headdesk* ^^;

*..ahem* Okay,this one I'm gonna tell u.. Is really really surprisingly funny,and is the center of this freak freak freak day~!!! Xd

Yeah,at sports lesson,the teacher told everyone in the class (including the ones that have tried before!! How can?!?! XU) to come out from their seat & perform MARTIAL ART when the teacher calls out their class' number.

Oh geez.. Everybody was having a freaky times for performing those.. Until the teacher said out Joan's number,she was rather panicked.. But how weird is the teacher -- he says 'OK,enough. Go to sit already. I'll pray so that u'll increase your weight.' (look how everyone in the class laughs because of that. How crap. O__o;)

When the teacher said,'33'.. Qintari was very panic~!! She gets the first movement wrong.. At the first phase,she must bow down,but she was actually doing something like curtsey.. O3o;

And when the teacher had finally told her to sit down,she acts like a very very stressed woman that can't feel more embarassed than this. Aww.. Will you calm down please~?? >3<;

AND.. THE TEACHER SAID OUT.. '30'.

HOLY STRESSED ANGEL. MY NUMBER~~~~~~~!!!!!!! T3T

And.. I jetted out to the front.. It really feels awkward that everybody in the class were noticing you in front of the class,don't you feel~? ^^;

So.. I bows down,tried to remember what else I've read frum the book..

..Owyeah,LIFT ONE OF YOUR FOOT AND PLACE A HAND IN YOUR LAP,THEN ANOTHER HAND IN FRONT OF YOUR CHEST..

... THEN ACT AS SILLY AS POSSIBLE~~~!! Xd

But..the teacher told me not to go so fast.. He told me to repeat it again. dammit. T3T

So yeah,more slowly,as he wants me to.. Then finally he told me to sit back.

Joan & Qintari luaghed & laughed & laaaaaaauuuuuuuuuggggghhhhheeedddd at MEEEEEEEHHHH~~~~~~~~~ XPPPPP

They said dat my foot resembles to a FLAMINGO. W h u o e e e e e k!!! XUUU

(but thank God,I still gets 80 because of it~~ ;D)

Then,when Wiseley performs,everybody were clapping their hands~!!

And these are what have he done :

First,he took a deep deep breath.. Until the teacher said,'nah,starts!'

Then,he STOMP his feet into the floor. LOUDLY.

He swing his hands & legs. EVERYWHERE. (hear the laugh explosion of everybody in my class~? This is R E C O R D ~!~ ;P)

His face is scary & as red as chillies..!! O__________o

..Then,when the teacher told him to do it more slowly,I grabbed a chance to record his action with my hp~!!! XD

(..If you want the video,I've uploaded it here.. here it is~ ;d)

I quickly asked Qintari to put her bag beside my hp,so that the teacher couldn't see me recording... And yes,Wiseley DID repeat those again,and I record it passionately..(..wonder how's my BF's reation if he saw this..? ;3)

..After school,I send the freakin' video to my BF.

While continuing the progress of my Fukaku bookmark plushie,I prepare myself to go to the bday party of - maybe - my cousin's son.. at KFC.
..I was really really mad at my mum,because she told me to be with one of her friend's son,she said dat he's very rich... WHAT THE FOOK IS THAT?!?!??
Hell damn!! Don't she know dat my heart belongs to my BF!?! SHE DOESN'T REALLY WANT HER DAUGHTER TO BE HAPPY,DOES SHE???!!! HELL YES!! I'LL LEAVE HER ALONE ONE DAY!!! I PROMISED & I SWEAR TO MYSELF DAT SHE'LL FEEL ALL THE SUFFERS DAT SHE GIVE ME ALL THIS TIME..!!! GYAHAHAHAHAAAAAAHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
...*hah..hah..hahhhh...* Plz calm down,myseeeelllffff~~~~ T3T

..Nah,and I began to type all of these,starting frum the KFC's Internet Spot.. And in my bro's PC.. ;d
..I suddenly remembers dat.. God is always monitoring my life,so I must calm down & be patient to face these fook-ness in my life.. XDDD
..U know why suddenly? Because I saw my BF's art on DA... It located.. HERE.

And E m m h A will turn herself sleep now.. May God bless your days~ XDD

{ I've Decided To Move On @ 05.42 }

Senin, 13 Oktober 2008

..Back to teh usual school life.
At the class,Qintari said dat her BF,Afil,have said something to her a few days ago..
He said to her that a moment before 'french kiss' happens,is named 'map kiss'.. (She always want her first kiss to be a french kiss.. -_-)
..what? Is it really true..? No,I have never heard of this thing before,but..... Hey.. Maybe that's right~!!
It's maybe derived frum the word 'map'.. So maybe they want to find the location of their partner's lips or what.. (according to Qintari,not by meh..!) >3<

..and.. I draw many samples of the Gothic Lolita pencil doll made by me.. Yesterday I have a freaking idea to make some of these (as a result of boredom),and I'll make some more. Next time I'll make a Hatsune Miku ones~!! XD

Yelp? The private lesson life?
...
It sucks~!!
I have no math homework today,so the teacher have the control of giving me sums as free as he can. -3-
And u know what..? Boredom + sleepy feelings = e a a a a k ~ appears & makes me feel lyk I'm half dead. It really sick inside.. I dun understand whatever the teacher explain in the whiteboard..
..maybe it's best to call a private teacher to come to my house next time.
And.. Another sucks (dat never happens in my WHOLE LIFETIMES).. As all the boys - which is in the same school & same age as me - had gone home,the teacher told me not to go home yet. He said dat I must repeat reading on my paper,try to study all the physics sums dat he explain..
OH.
MY.
DOG.
HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN..???
I DON'T UNDERSTAND ALL OF THEM,AND HE TOLD ME TO KEEP STILL HERE SITTING LYK AN IDIOT UNTIL 6.30 PM?!?!

..argh.
And,I look at my ebuddy screen & chat wif Jennico,asking her about what to do.
And her suggestion is.. I must pretend dat my mum phoned me,and jetted home.
*gulp*
Maybe.. This is the coolest trick I've done.. Yeah,and the scariest..
..but suceed after all~ ;D
Then,I go home.. And when I was just attempted to go upstairs,suddenly I heard something frum my entrance door of my home.. IT'S MY MUM!!! HOLY CRAP! HOLY SHEET!! HOLY FOOK!!! HOW CAN?!?!????
Then,I quickly ran to her place as she opened the door wif her key,and starts to rambles thing lyk 'why are u lying to the teacher saying dat mum had fetch u up,bla..bla..bla..' T3T

.. Mortified? Satisifed? Maybe both of them..
...because me & my mum were going to Mr.Ben soon~~! XDD
Mr.Ben is a shop dat sells groceries,toiletries,international paper & magazines,etc.. Bah,but I ignore all of them~! What's the most important about that place is.. That u could buy snacks & candies frum Japan here~!! KYAAAAAAAAAHHH~!!! XDDDDDDDDDDD
.. I seldom went here,so everytime I went here,I must think thrice about everything I must buy.. Because,it feels lyk I only went here for about ONCE A YEAR. T~T
I chat wif Jennico while searching for some freakin' awesome stuffs lyk Kasugai Mix Candy,watermelon flavoured Suika Kit Kat (I send the picture of it to Jennico,and we were squealing lyk crazy~)
..and finally,back at home,slaaaaaackiiing~~~

Yep,thx for reading. E m m h A will take a rest while imagining herself as a stressed housewife,so.. Ta-daaah~ ;P

{ I've Decided To Move On @ 07.45 }

Sabtu, 11 Oktober 2008

After went back frum my private lesson place..
..today I went to Sun Plaza wif Joan & Jennico~!
YAAAY~!! We could buy something awesome there~!! XDD
And yep,after I use my bro's PC for a while,I went to Sun Plaza right a few seconds after I receive a text message frum Joan dat informs me dat they had arrived..
.. For the first time in my life,I went to Sun Plaza by feet.. Alone. Without anyone accompanying me.
And of course I feel annoyed because of anyone in every steps I take keep looking at me.. But that's just only one step to the 'freedom' I wanted for. I must have this feeling on my life after I have live alone a few years later... And I must get used to it.. Yeah...

So,I continue walking to Sun Plaza.. Into Cafe de Sunshine. I could see them sitting & talking to each other.. Then,I joined them & begins to order my menu..
After we eats,then suddenly Joan saw a guy inside QQ dat have a pinkish red skin,his head is so small (eww..!) and he's wearing a black glasses..
At Gramedia,we bought some books. After a few moments I've finally decided dat I'll buy the Phoenix dictionary later,when my mum arrived here.. I'll buy this adorable book first -- Powerpuff Girls Z..!! YAAY..!!! Can't wait to read it..! XDD

Then,out frum Gramedia,I show my heels shoes' sound to Jennico.. And we doodle-singing 'One Step At A Time' frum Jordin Sparks. ;D
And we wander EVERYWHERE.. Until we had arrived at Guardian.. Both of them were smelling the SpeedStick deodorant when I was searching for lipbalm (dat I finally don't buy).. They said that the SpeedStick has a very bad smell.. How can?? So.. What is the very awesome scent -dat I smell frum my BF when he's still in here- came from..? O_o;

After we wander EVERYWHERE (again).. Finally three of us were in the round whirling glass door.. Joan's car have arrived,so she said goodbye & went to her car.. Then there's me & Jennico.
Behind us,there's a plasma TV showing High School Musical 2,but we can't hear it clearly because the volume is sooo small.. We talked about my bro,dat Jennico said,'maklum.. (belum) pengantin baru.' XDD
And.. Suddenly there's Troy & Gabriella (on the TV),kissing.
Me & Jennico were just staring.
'The kiss..' said Jen.
(wew.. This reminds me of the BGM of Harry Potter 5,titled 'The kiss'.)
I turns my head away frum the TV & said 'don't look back' when they kiss again,but when Jen turns to look at the TV,she can only sees the water sprays..
And when they kiss again (HUH?!),I said 'Don't look back again',she looks at the TV and she laughs..
..actually,I turns my head away frum the TV,because I suddenly remembers the moment when my BF kiss me..
And.. I know this is ridiculous,but I suddenly feels lyk I wanna feel the kiss frum him again.. ;o

Then,Jen's car had arrived.
I went to Gramedia,waiting for my mum to came here. Yeah..wif painful feet.. XU
After accompany her to shop around,we went to Pinky.. And I saw a very sweet lolipop mirror..! Kyaah~!!! XDD
It cost 20.000 Rupiahs..
I'll buy it next time so I could use it in school~ ;P
E m m h A is at home now.

And.. When I was about to eat my dinner,my mum suddenly screams.
Of course I was surprised.. Then I looked inside her frypan -- OMG. she spilled a large amount of pepper powder into the fried egg.
Then,with a silly laugh,she throws dat 'crappy-pepper-egg' into the dustbin.. Then fried another one for me.. ^^;
Then,I went upstairs again...

{ I've Decided To Move On @ 09.03 }

Kamis, 09 Oktober 2008

Welp...
I think this is the time to decide my mood today..
WHETHER I'M IN BETWEEN HAPPY OR MORTIFIED.
..Yeah,I always found myself stuck in this mood.. dunno what is my mood today.. Happy or sad,angry or netral.. And that happens spontaneously.. Weird,huh~?

In the car,then to my private lesson place...
I feel more dizzy than usual,because I forgot to bring my drink bottle & as the result,I feel a little bit dehidrated.
Well shell cell...

...Then,while I was waiting for the teacher to free himself frum teaching the other students,I mean.. so dat I could start asking him about a freaky-little-math-sum dat I couldn't understand.. Suddenly my mum peeks through the door of the room. O_____o
..and dat means,it will soon be the time to go home.
and I could remember..The teacher said something beautiful (!?) dat touchs my heart.
He says dat it doesn't matter if I do the sums slowly,because I could understand all of them carefully.
And.. he did know dat all this time I done all my homeworks.. with copying friend's homework. (HAH!?!?)
..but the point is.. he wants me to understand the math & learn harder.
(wow.. maybe this what makes the place were being so crowded.. Because everyone likes how he teaches all of the students.. TuT)

..at home,another fish has died in the aquarium. The -seems to be the strongest- blue trigger fish dat has been 'eaten' by the starfish.. well,rest in peace,trigger... T3T
..and.. there's something w r o n g about my bro~??
He karaokes wif his GF at the living room,and all the song they sings suits the Chinese wedding ceremony.. Probably they will.... O______________o

..okay,E m m h A will go to sleep nau~ XDD

{ I've Decided To Move On @ 07.04 }

Selasa, 07 Oktober 2008

*Weeeeep~~~*
Another daee without going to my private lesson..
Yessh,today,this day,and exactly now,I'll go to my BRAND NEW PRIVATE LESSON PLACE~ TuT
..and this makes me surely feel unhappy..nervous..and scared inside.
Why must I leave that place..? Why can't I study in dat place anymore..? That place has been my sanctuary..! If I leave dat place,I'm afraid I couldn't enjoy all my needs lyk usual.. What if the teacher scolded me until I went insane..? What if I get depressed if I study in dat place..? And.. What if I can't concentrate because there's so many pupils studying there..?
..but remember..! 'comfort zone'..!! As long as u could stay away frum that thing,u can imagine yourself having a brand new exciting life..!
Yeah.. That's it...

..oek,now continue to teh current condition.
Still dizzy frum my 'w h u o e e e e e k' problem,I sat on my car.. And when I said dat I'm gonna take a nap again today,my mum exploded.
GODDAMMIT. THIS IS THE WHOLE SUCKNESS HAPPENED IN JUST ONE DAY FOR MY WHOLE LIFE. I HATE HER..!! >O<
..Doesn't she know dat her daughter is now exhausted,sickened in her head's dizziness?!? Haven't she felt something like a headache and a whirling feel inside her head before?!
AAAAAAARRRRRRGGGGHHH..!!
..yeah,and this is why I really wants myself in Canada 3 years again,because..even though she's my mum dat has raised me since I came into this world,to be honest,I sometimes..was being disappointed by her.. She never let me doing something dat I want,or something dat makes me better in the future..
...yeah,so.. That means I must learn harder. So that I could pass all the tests & suceed in the future..! That's it~! XD

With dat thing still clear in my mind,I finish those bananas dat my mum had prepared for me in the car~
Then,here comes the damned moment : arrived in the place.
Holy crap,even outside the place's door,there's so many kindergarten children,waiting for their car to fetch them home..
..inside? Owh,don't ask~!! Children frum kindergarten to senior high school learns here.. ALL IN A ONE PLACE. OMG.. CAN U IMAGINE ME STUDYING IN A VERY CROWDY PLACE??
Does she really s e r i o u s to make me study in here..?
Awh.. What happened to my soul..? T3T

And.. After some 'kalang-kabut' happened..and here she is,miss Meri,the teacher has finally came~ *insert Mr.Bean opening music here*
But,the teacher dat will teach me is not her,but her husband..

And then.. I starts to do my math homework (yeah,the one dat I used to neglect if I can take some lovely nap just now~) ..with his help. And suddenly,6 guys frum the same school wif me arrived & sit in the table on the corner.. Then the teacher asked me in which class I'm in.. And then I juz said '1-6'.
And then he asked again,'u don't know all of them,do u?'
And I swing my head to say 'no',and all of that guys were laughing.. Maybe realized dat they're not somehow popular or what~~ ^^;

...maybe my mum's decision to make me study here is not bad at all.. The teachers are good at teaching pupils,and kind..
Besides dat,the teachers wants their students to nod only when they had understand what have the teacher told them.. Weew,better than my old private place~ Ouo
Just.. Everytime everyone in the table (including myself) was using the eraser,the table d a n c e s . As the result,it doubles the dizzy feelings in my head.. Xox

And all in a sudden,my mum came.. At around 6.00 p.m.
She talks to miss Meri while waiting for me to finish the homework,and we've decided dat I'll came back here again,to finish it~
Yeah,and then finally go home.YATTA~~!!! Whuoeeeeekh~!!!!! XD

..preparing tomorrow's books,then suddenly my bro came downstairs.. And.. Again,when he lift the starfish wif a thong (?!),another fish..the sea arwana,has gone dead.. Sticking wif the starfish's tentacles..

..upstairs,after I have take a shower & rinse my hair,I began typing all of these in my handphone.. And..guess what?
My mum have make my hair curly~! Yaaay~!!! ;D

Yeah.. I guess maybe it's all dat I could write today,thanks for reading~~~ X3

{ I've Decided To Move On @ 07.40 }

Senin, 06 Oktober 2008

I.. feel.. lyk... hell...
Today school starts,and I went back to my usual life,yeah,wif my beloved friends~ X3
BUT... I feel lyk I've got a fever + headache = w h u o e e e e k h ~ ~ ~ XU

And.. today,again.. My mum told me not to go to my usual private lesson place again after school..
Welp,it's time to change my private lesson place..
Lyk I've read on a magazine,dat we should fight to leave our 'comfort zone',to let ourself get a new exciting experience in our life..
So,goodbye,my private place... I'll miss the moments when I was there,since 2 years ago.. T3T

After school,I think dat I must go to rest,because.. I really can't stand this anymore.
And yeah,I went to sleep without taking a shower first. (eww~ XU)
Nah,after I had woke up frum my nap,I finally take a shower. XD
And... dinner.. but,when I checked my bro's aquarium,ANOTHER FISH HAS GONE DEAD.

...here's a photo of a dark orange Nemo's corpse in a coral...

..And yeah,can u see it~?
(I was having a trouble uploading image to my blog before.. Lucky I can solve it nau~~ XD)
And,below a starfish,there's another corpse. (my mum thinks dat it's the one dat eats the poor fish..)
And then,I must trash them to the dustbin.

Yeah,I gues this is the end of the day.. Bye~~ ^^;

{ I've Decided To Move On @ 07.55 }

Sabtu, 04 Oktober 2008

As usual,after I had awaken frum my slumber,I rinse my face,tied my hair as silly as possible,and then I snatched my hp on the table & then opened my eBuddy to chat with him (or anyone who's online at teh moment).

He's not online yet. Instead,I found one his friend saying sum good news -- she will plan to take a picture wif him & her friend. Great! I really wish dat the photo is up~! Can't wait to see it~!! XDD
Other's have a blingy display picture on her msn messenger.. Her boyfriend's photo~ (I wonder why there's so many handsome guys in Canada meanwhile in Indonesia there's only a few..?)
*sigh* I really wish dat one day there's no more distance between Indonesia (here I am) & Canada (there he is). I missed him so muuuch~~~
Almost 2 months dat me & him were sewing love in our heart together,and next year he'll come to take a visit here. ..Stay in my home temporarily..maybe.. ^^;

Finally he's online,yay..! XD
And Joan's online too,just a few minutes before my mum airphoned me.. So I went downstairs.

...And holy crap. My mum told me to cook the chicken broth mie MYSELF. O3o
She teached me during the cooking period.. With angriness. Gosh,do u know how frustrated I was??? >0< ..and then I went upstairs,back to keypad (not keyboard,because I'm using my hp). Chatting for a while,and Joan says dat she wanna read sum Roxas-Namine fanfic~ X3 And I continue the lovely chat wif him~ Xd First,I told him to look at my blog (I mean,this page u're looking at. He likes it,he said it's very clean~ XD) & my poem titled 'This Day -UPDATED-' (u can see it in my Deviantart gallery~ XD).. A poem I wrote when I was frustrated. A poem about sins I've done in a day,but why does everyone (including him) considers it as A POEM TO KILL SOME FISH????? (P.S. I still need your opinion.. Tell me about what u think about that poem,owkay~? ;D)
Then,I put some jokes obtained frum my funny sms book,and I watched his reaction. The rest of dat,I asked another things - too much to explain,but at least to rip off the missing feeling frum our heart.. And to make us feel each other's love~ X3
And I check the clock application in my handy phone.. It's about 1 p.m in here.. And in Canada.. ..WHAT?! 2.22 A.M?!?!? O3o He..he chat wif me until he stays up late?!? Usually he sleeps at around 11 or 12 p.m..! Oh-my-dog.. And when I tell him,he seems dun realize the time,too.. Instead,he juz says CALMLY dat he wants to sleep.. (he always put less care on his environtment.. So do I. ^^;)

...and u know what I juz saw? HIS DISPLAY PICTURE ON MSN MESSENGER!!! OMGWTFBBQZ!! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT'S HIM!!! LAST TIME I MET HIM,HE WASN'T THIS...THIS.. COOL..!! AAAAAAAAAAAAHHH~~!!! I think I'm gonna fainted.. *fells down to the floor* Xox
*ahem* Alright,forget about teh handsome Canadian freak. Let's go back to current condition nau~ ;D

After he goes offline,I'm back to my boredom.. I took my pinky bolster to below my round wooden table,and I began to type all of these in my handphone~ Xd
And... I refuses my mum's saying to follow her... buying some grounds in sacks for her beloved f l o w e r.. Haihh~~~ -3-
Slaaaaackiiing~~~ until she comes back home & brings me sum (sour-taste) pear in slices.. And.. since the moment I touched the plastic bowl of pear... why does my throat feels so... strange? It feels burning hot inside.. Is this because I haven't taken my evening shower..? Or is it because I have a shower without rinsing my hair..? But.. It can't be,can it~~?? o________O;

And at around 7 P.M,at last,MY BRO HAS GONE AWAY~!!!!!!!!! That means I can use his PC!!!!!!!! Woot for teh DAMN patienting time~!! It's now the QUEEN ERA!!!!! WHUOEEEEEKK~!!!!! >XDD

(Attention : the sound-efect 'Whuoeeek' is frum Linkin Park's shouting voice 'Whuaaaaa...!!' + a baby's crying voice 'Oeeeeek~!!!' ;P)

Aaaaahh~~~ my bro has get back home at 8.03 P.M... So byee~~ T,T

P.S : Right now I'm submitting an art to my DA. My BF draw the lineart for me,and I working on the colour for 2 MONTHS. ^^;
U can see it... HERE.

{ I've Decided To Move On @ 00.28 }