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Selasa, 07 Oktober 2008

*Weeeeep~~~*
Another daee without going to my private lesson..
Yessh,today,this day,and exactly now,I'll go to my BRAND NEW PRIVATE LESSON PLACE~ TuT
..and this makes me surely feel unhappy..nervous..and scared inside.
Why must I leave that place..? Why can't I study in dat place anymore..? That place has been my sanctuary..! If I leave dat place,I'm afraid I couldn't enjoy all my needs lyk usual.. What if the teacher scolded me until I went insane..? What if I get depressed if I study in dat place..? And.. What if I can't concentrate because there's so many pupils studying there..?
..but remember..! 'comfort zone'..!! As long as u could stay away frum that thing,u can imagine yourself having a brand new exciting life..!
Yeah.. That's it...

..oek,now continue to teh current condition.
Still dizzy frum my 'w h u o e e e e e k' problem,I sat on my car.. And when I said dat I'm gonna take a nap again today,my mum exploded.
GODDAMMIT. THIS IS THE WHOLE SUCKNESS HAPPENED IN JUST ONE DAY FOR MY WHOLE LIFE. I HATE HER..!! >O<
..Doesn't she know dat her daughter is now exhausted,sickened in her head's dizziness?!? Haven't she felt something like a headache and a whirling feel inside her head before?!
AAAAAAARRRRRRGGGGHHH..!!
..yeah,and this is why I really wants myself in Canada 3 years again,because..even though she's my mum dat has raised me since I came into this world,to be honest,I sometimes..was being disappointed by her.. She never let me doing something dat I want,or something dat makes me better in the future..
...yeah,so.. That means I must learn harder. So that I could pass all the tests & suceed in the future..! That's it~! XD

With dat thing still clear in my mind,I finish those bananas dat my mum had prepared for me in the car~
Then,here comes the damned moment : arrived in the place.
Holy crap,even outside the place's door,there's so many kindergarten children,waiting for their car to fetch them home..
..inside? Owh,don't ask~!! Children frum kindergarten to senior high school learns here.. ALL IN A ONE PLACE. OMG.. CAN U IMAGINE ME STUDYING IN A VERY CROWDY PLACE??
Does she really s e r i o u s to make me study in here..?
Awh.. What happened to my soul..? T3T

And.. After some 'kalang-kabut' happened..and here she is,miss Meri,the teacher has finally came~ *insert Mr.Bean opening music here*
But,the teacher dat will teach me is not her,but her husband..

And then.. I starts to do my math homework (yeah,the one dat I used to neglect if I can take some lovely nap just now~) ..with his help. And suddenly,6 guys frum the same school wif me arrived & sit in the table on the corner.. Then the teacher asked me in which class I'm in.. And then I juz said '1-6'.
And then he asked again,'u don't know all of them,do u?'
And I swing my head to say 'no',and all of that guys were laughing.. Maybe realized dat they're not somehow popular or what~~ ^^;

...maybe my mum's decision to make me study here is not bad at all.. The teachers are good at teaching pupils,and kind..
Besides dat,the teachers wants their students to nod only when they had understand what have the teacher told them.. Weew,better than my old private place~ Ouo
Just.. Everytime everyone in the table (including myself) was using the eraser,the table d a n c e s . As the result,it doubles the dizzy feelings in my head.. Xox

And all in a sudden,my mum came.. At around 6.00 p.m.
She talks to miss Meri while waiting for me to finish the homework,and we've decided dat I'll came back here again,to finish it~
Yeah,and then finally go home.YATTA~~!!! Whuoeeeeekh~!!!!! XD

..preparing tomorrow's books,then suddenly my bro came downstairs.. And.. Again,when he lift the starfish wif a thong (?!),another fish..the sea arwana,has gone dead.. Sticking wif the starfish's tentacles..

..upstairs,after I have take a shower & rinse my hair,I began typing all of these in my handphone.. And..guess what?
My mum have make my hair curly~! Yaaay~!!! ;D

Yeah.. I guess maybe it's all dat I could write today,thanks for reading~~~ X3

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